I just want to believe

I remember when I used to be the nicest girl.

I remember being ordered around.

I remember doing all the things and let others claim credit for it.

I remember how I used to not say bad things about people.

I remember not complaining about life.

I remember when I used to listen to my parents all the time.

I remember being the goody two shoes.

I remember the times when I was so scared to piss people.

the picture taken 4 years ago

All of a sudden, I became total opposite of it.

Contradicting everything I've done since before.

I used to be so weak, I would cry in school whenever someone call me fat or ugly.

I used to be very religious & holy.

So many 'I-used-to-bes' now makes me wonder, if what I've become now is really what I really want, or am.

There's just one moment where life hits you so hard, you don't know who to turn to, don't know what to do at all & it fucking kills you from the inside, slowly, just taking away all the good things that happened, and making you doubt if this world is really full of happy endings or true love.

Have you ever wondered if you were given a chance to choose to do something and not fail at all, what will you choose?

Just anything at all.

Untold, unfolded

Went to class late today, 30 minutes? Lingam was busy fetching more students, I don't blame him. Everyone have class too, not just me, cannot be too selfish no? pfft.

LLS seem pretty interesting lately, having Franklin on Monday & Eric today, both were so funny and entertaining, the class were pretty entertained having them to replace Justin for the two days. Anyway Mr Eric shared with the class a pretty funny this morning, the coolest thing is he shouted FUCK YOU right across the class without censoring it, that's what I call freedom of speech? :X i like him, I do not like those conservative lecturers who will go all, I cannot say this and that in front of my students, too dilly dally :/ anyway here's the joke :x

A crowded United Air Lines flight was cancelled. A single agent was assigned to rebook a long line of unhappy inconvenienced travelers. She was doing her best when suddenly an angry customer pushed his way to her desk. He slapped his ticket down on the counter and shouted: "I don't want to stand in line. I HAVE to be on this flight and it has to be FIRST CLASS and RIGHT NOW!"

The young agent replied, "I'm sorry, sir, I'll try to help you but I've got to help these folks first. I'm sure we'll be able to work things out for you." The angry passenger was unimpressed and unrelenting. He asked loudly, so that all the passengers could hear, "I don't want to stand in line! Do you have any idea who I am?"

Without hesitation, the agent smiled and grabbed her public address microphone. "May I have everyone's attention, please," her voice bellowed through the terminal. We have a passenger here WHO DOES NOT KNOW WHO HE IS. If anyone can help him identify himself, please come to the gate." With the crowd laughing hysterically, he glared at her and swore "Fuck you!"

Without flinching, she smiled an said, "I'm sorry, sir, even if you want to fuck me, you will still have to stand in line!"

Its really entertaining if we have classes like this, everyday.

I wouldn't dread for class, or even complain after class.

buhhh !

first week in second sem

I go out a lot since I came back KL

almost everyday, too hyper active?

all I know is that hyper bitch mode activated since Saturday.

As everyone know, I'm a generally nice girl.

TEE HEE I DO NOT BITCH UNNECESSARILY

note the unnecessarily.

pictures to sum the week :| (pictures from the BB9000)

@ King's Starbucks

yes, I need to wear specs now :( pfft

roommate, gym partner, bitching comrade ♥

my first time on bus in KL :O

Girls' Evening OUT

COTTON ON :O

met this sad kid @ One U

habituation

I hate getting used to people. Once they’re not around, I start missing them. Just so you know, I miss you today & maybe tomorrow & maybe the day after tomorrow.

hello I'm back

Two weeks term break is over & semester2 started on Monday. Horrible time table -.- thank God it is a short semester. In these two months, I'm not going back Penang, need to start getting used to the whole leaving home thingy. The whole two weeks break almost turned me back to the homesick girl back when I just arrived KL, oh well.

I know I haven't been updating much, been too caught up with assignments and finals before, then holidays back in Penang, the KL friends came over to visit Penang, entertained them for four days straight. FULL TIME SOMEMORE :X they better be proud, pffft. The rest of the holidays were spent with family & loved ones ;) oh, PENANG FOOD TOO.

My camera have been pretty rusty, been taking pictures but too lazy to upload it. There are a few albums in Facebook anyway.

Will start picspamming soon.

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