Thursday, July 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
all i ever wanted was to be truly happy
I woke up this morning and I began to cry.
I thought to myself, "Here I go again".
I woke up and thought to myselfI need you, I miss you.
Why am I so dependent on someone else to make me happy?
It's horrible.
It should be my job and mine only, to make myself happy.
It's my job to fulfill my own needs, it's my job to take care of myself.
But, I can't.
I'm always relying on someone, I always need that shoulder to cry on, that pillar of strength.
Truth is we should be our own pillars of strength.
I thought to myself, "Here I go again".
I woke up and thought to myself
Why am I so dependent on someone else to make me happy?
It's horrible.
It should be my job and mine only, to make myself happy.
It's my job to fulfill my own needs, it's my job to take care of myself.
But, I can't.
I'm always relying on someone, I always need that shoulder to cry on, that pillar of strength.
Truth is we should be our own pillars of strength.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
short post
Just finished watching A Walk To Remember
Classic.
cried, it was still sad after rewatching for God knows how many times.
blah..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
stories untold
hellos never replied
words not spoken
sentence not completed
tears never seen
smiles never gone
the story never told.
I couldn't be bothered if the whole world hates me now.
I can't please everyone.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
free yourself
On this day of your life, Adelene, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.
There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.
Monday, July 6, 2009
short notes
I laugh everyday so I don't forget how to
I am growing up, that explains my raging hormones
sometimes I feel like slapping You
flirtini, the cocktail, exist. go try
the mother said I've changed, I said for the better, what say you ?
Justin Long is geekily hot, so my type ;)
I wanna eat maggie goreng :DDD
I might be going on a hibernation
Blue BMW, the charmer; my fast & furious escape
You are like my Genie in a bottle.
Unfortunately, there are boundaries this time.
Limitation; restricting from wrong signals.
I miss being innocent and shy
Finally.
I'm going to eat Maggie Goreng now.
I hear someone's car outside.
Goodbyeeeeeeeee :D
I am growing up, that explains my raging hormones
sometimes I feel like slapping You
flirtini, the cocktail, exist. go try
the mother said I've changed, I said for the better, what say you ?
Justin Long is geekily hot, so my type ;)
I wanna eat maggie goreng :DDD
I might be going on a hibernation
Blue BMW, the charmer; my fast & furious escape
You are like my Genie in a bottle.
Unfortunately, there are boundaries this time.
Limitation; restricting from wrong signals.
I miss being innocent and shy
Finally.
I'm going to eat Maggie Goreng now.
I hear someone's car outside.
Goodbyeeeeeeeee :D
You are my Sunshine
I miss all of it now *frowns*
boozeeeeeeee!
I need booze wtf :(
any alco-related drink will do me well now.
bwahahhaha.
I'm a very happy girl now.
Heineken have always been love.
never knew Daiquiri and Bacardi could make me smile too.
:D
Saturday, July 4, 2009
smile with me
I bought your favourite cake today.
Secret Recipe, I remember.
I stared as it melt away.
I looked as you slowly walked away.
I want to be okay.
But I know we will never be the same again.
All these memories of what we did & where we went.
It is stored deep inside.
Somewhere I know I won't forget.
I know you don't read my blog.
I know you don't bother because you always think blogging is a nuisance & a waste of time.
I know you'll never read this that's why I'm writing it here.
It is 5 in the morning and I still secretly wished you'd come back.
Secret Recipe, I remember.
I stared as it melt away.
I looked as you slowly walked away.
I want to be okay.
But I know we will never be the same again.
All these memories of what we did & where we went.
It is stored deep inside.
Somewhere I know I won't forget.
I know you don't read my blog.
I know you don't bother because you always think blogging is a nuisance & a waste of time.
I know you'll never read this that's why I'm writing it here.
It is 5 in the morning and I still secretly wished you'd come back.
will you smile, just again?
this will be the last.
I promise.
this will be the last.
I promise.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
sleep deprived
Ladies Night, later?
so much for for being sleep deprived.
just got back from the tidur habis
going to get some sleep now before I just die later.
blahhhh
will update soon :DDDDD
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