Saturday, January 19, 2008

memories oh memories


























p/s : sorry, no pic of me venne, yueshern & charisma.
I realised I didn't take any picture with them at all this year.
hah ! :(


* * * * *

Since I haven't been posting up pictures lately, I'll post all the pictures of me & my close friends all in one shot to reminisce the year 2007


awwww...


today wasn't that bad after all :]
yippeee
the mother didn't complain much to the father after coming back from school
I suppose it's a good thing, hmmm ? =)


I miss him a lot.



there is nothing in this world
can compare to you,
you're the air I breathe,
the heart that keeps me alive,
the light that keeps me away from darkness,
I love you.




Thursday, January 17, 2008

I finally bought that red SUB top :]



I am very happy now



... till this Saturday

I think


Saturday, January 12, 2008

Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go


xoxo
Adelene


Tuesday, January 8, 2008

blah :(

I want to go shopping

I need a freaking red dress
and a new bag :)
with matching wedges/pump/heels







i want to make memories
of you & me,
again.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

little note

I want to see you now.
I have a sudden urge




... of hugging you, right now





where art thou ?

Thursday, January 3, 2008

New Year Resolutions

2007 has come & gone, 2008 has just started.


new year, new resolutions, new start


My year started off great, just at the moment the time ticks 12am, the fireworks sparked up and lighten up the whole sky, it was beautiful. And the next minute, I received his message, yup, he's that first person :) to wish me *something* heehee.


I am indeed very happy that night :D


okay, we shall start with the new year resolutions now.

here is just some of the resolutions I'm actually determined to accomplish :)


LOSE WEIGHT
this is like the classic resolution, every year, at least 95% of girls around the world would made a point to lose weight. Prom is just 8 months away from now, I will use these 8 months to shed off all the fats and tone up my body. Dieting is good but exercising is better :) so I guess I'll start exercising more now.


STUDY HARDER & GET BETTER RESULTS
I know I say that every year, but this is my last year in high school and I really need to buck up as SPM is just 11 months away. I wouldn't want to screw up SPM and ruin my future like that, it's not worth it, after 11 years of education. I shall start doing my Form Four revision now before it's too late.


STAY IN CONTACT WITH ALL THE FRIENDS
I don't want to start losing friends even before my high school years end. I want to stay in contact with everybody and to not let them think I just treat them just like acquaintances. I want to stay close with everybody the way everything is and not leave anybody in the state of loneliness at any point. I love all you people :)


TO THINK WISER THAN BEFORE
I must learn to let go if it doesn't work out. Move on with life 'cause life goes on no matter what :) and to think of others feelings before I do/say things.


TO STAY AWAY FROM CLUBBING


TO STOP WASTING SO MUCH MONEY UNNECESSARILY


TO SAVE MORE MONEY FOR FUTURE NEEDS




That is all for now, I seriously wish I could get these things done.
Actually, there are more that I would like to add, but I intend to have a shorter list.
It's easier to accomplish that way
:D




I think I shouldn't get too attached
I am dreaming of you a lot
It's not good, I guess?



Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Happy 2008 :D

Can you believe it?
I'm form five tomorrow.
t o m o r r o w
I am going to be A SENIOR, a freaking senior weihh.


I've never thought in my life, I'll ever be form five (don't ask why)
it's some inside joke


between, I had a greeeeaaaat New Year celebration :]
New Year Eve in One U with friends && I think I saw Estranged there, I think only lahh, I don't really remember clearly. Then the countdown and I got sprayed by -__- and something happened *smiles widely* then we were off to MardiGras, it was sooo packed inside & HOT but yeah, it was fun. And here comes the worst part of the night, 3 inches high heels at 3am -_-
That was just freaking awesomeful, no ? ;)


Came back to Penang on the next day after brunch at Ian's && bought Dunkins for the BBQ on the way back, reached home and sleep till around 7 something, the father fetched me to Andrew's house for bbq.


woooo hooooo :D


Finally meet them after sooooooo looooong, at least before school reopens hmmm :)
There were like 20 people food and there were only 9 people there -___- eat till can die I tell you, in the end we started gambling, who lose have to eat the sausages.


HAR HAR HAR
everybody had to eat sausages after that *smirks*


came back at 11-ish && went to McD for McFlurry.
came back & slept straight -__-


that's how I spend my New Year :)
simple & sweet, no?

Sunday, December 30, 2007

leaving, again.

Leaving to KayElle (again) later in the morning.
I'm feeling all bitchy again.
screw hormones !

anyway, I did a header for a friend today :)
heeeheee, visit her blog & give some comments.


http://rachelrozx.blogspot.com


oh, shit.
moodswings' here.
this is really bitchifying -_-
i need to get some painkillers before I start murdering people.



Toodles.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

-dash-

did I say I'll miss you?
no wait.

I am already missing you :(
this is so bitter ...


hope you'll get well, really really soon
so I can stay up whole night to talk to you.

a new day has come

It's been a while since I last blogged... :)

Christmas Eve hmm?
It was well, dull, got drunk & wasted on the eve, so Christmas was just as expected, nothing fun, went out for coffee then dinner with parents at some Malay restaurant, the fried sotong & ikan panggang was finger licking good xP the place is situated by the sea, beside Gold Coast Condominium, somewhere around Queesnbay too.


I bet most people had fun in Gurney for the countdown.
sorry to those people I turned down to spend countdown with in Gurney & club.
I wasn't in the Christmas mood, at all :(


Anyway, back to the happy part, I am done with the new layout :)
I am contented with it and feel extremely accomplished.
I admit I didn't do the original codes, but I spent 19 hours revamping the whole blog.
I was really inspired the other day while browsing through blogskins.
Oh yeah, I credited the original designers, too :)
I must say, this is one of the most successful skin I edited :D
saya sangat gembira dengan kejayaan ini.


blahh, I'm still doing my Add Maths paper now, pretty impressed ey?
Add Maths + Me = Maths Error
but eff it, I have two papers to be done with, 15 pages, 80 questions to be exact.
And I'm leaving to KL in like Sunday :(
which means I have like less than 48 hours to do all that questions
Ishkisme lah, I can barely remember any formula or anything about Add Maths.
Buddha, Jesus, Allah, God.... you got to help me this time ! *prays*


the other day in the car
me ; mum ; dad
eh, they just stated MENTOS GUM here, how would I know it's chewing gum or bubble gum -__-
then who ask you to buy?
daddy wanted it, not me.
just put it in your mouth and chew, if can blow means bubble gum lah.
uhm, what's the difference actually? *chews the gum*
Chewing gum is for chewing, bubble gum is for blowing.
then bubble gum cannot chew wan ah? 0.o
Can lahh, but bubble gum is made of ..... bubble(?) that's why can blow.
OMG really? *spit out the gum*
I'm just joking lah
-___-


At one point, I actually believed her in that.
I fell for her trick, again.
how childish can a mother get right?
*shakes head*
okay, I'm off to straining my brain for answers :(
wish me luck people.


I miss you -_-
I can think of you & miss you at the same time
&& you're not dead, cause I miss you.

i love adore you, too.