mid of May

I don't care about your judgment.
I don't care about your wild imagination.
I don't care what you tell him/them.
I can feel your insecurities even if you're far away from me.
Tell me now, why do you think I walked away in the first place?
boy, you're so confusing, but its okay.

So yeah, I have not been updating a lot since last month.
April was filled with birthday celebrations (:
May was filled with lots of actions and heart2heart talks.
Today marks the half month of May and I'm already tired/sick of it.
I do not really favour this month, suffocation, misunderstandings, farewells.
It scares me to know college is ending soon, too.
6 more months to go and we are all going separate ways.

What to study ?
Where to study?
To stay in Malaysia or move to a total foreign country?
decisions here and there.

Malaysian Studies finals on Tuesday and I can barely recall anything about it.
Mid term is coming too, somewhere around mid of June.
So many things to do, so little time.
back to the old days, gotta start burning the midnight oil soon =/

Anyway, good luck to all students having their midterm/finals now, high school, colleges & universities.
ALL, GOOD LUCK *big smiles*
sorry if I'm a little too late ;b

I hope IT gives you Hell.

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

I'm getting more and more lazy.
like always.


I wanna watch Friday the 13th !
oh and He's Just Not That Into You!
-_________________-
kept forgetting to watch these two shows.
*hints*
F13 should be gory, HJNTIY should be... girly :D
me like!


April babies are everywhere -_-
Parties, presents, celebrations, entertainment almost everyday.
I think I need some magic ATM ;b

College Drama
very entertaining(:

BREAK is coming.
oh the one whole week off.
I cannot wait.

Cyberstalking is so oldschool.
Cybertrashing is so highschool.

shine

I like you.
I adore you.
I admire you.
I favour you.
I have a thing for you.



Do you know?

I bet you don't. heh.




I don't know if it is me, or is it just my itunes.
Shuffled and reshuffled, but the songs are getting more and more depressing.

I've never felt this way in my whole life
Never had this feeling before tonight
Can't get you off my mind.

you, again.

I can't get you off my mind.
it's scary how I'm so dependent on you.
I think I might have just fell in love with you all over again.
-_____-"

picturespam (:

smiles everywhere I go

I can't help but smile.
You're such a cutie pie.
*melts*

gives you Hell.

" Reading inbox messages at times can
be tougher than reading History itself. "

leaving behind.

You.
3am, love songs, tears, emo rants, chocolates.
smeared eyeliner, waterproof mascara, broken heart.


we're fighting more than we're loving.
we're yelling more than we're talking.
we're frowning more than we're smiling.
we're throwing things more than we're giving each other things.
we're forgetting about all the good, and remembering more of the bad.
We're turning to what we both feared from the beginning.

second chance wasted.
I miss you more than I did when we were closer.
It is taking its toll on me

piano & violin :]

*listens to the piano*

H plays the piano, I didn't know, seriously.
I remember telling him I think guys who play piano or/and violin are extra sexy.
More appealing and definitely hotter.
Just piano & violin, drums & guitars are overrated :/ don't ask why.
and someone is flattered.
I bet he's playing the piano just so I can think he's sexy/hot.

I'm not complimenting anyway ;)



secret #2 : I'm thankful everyday to have you by my side.