i believed

" I believed what you said,

But love doesn't have a meaning

When you hurt me so bad

Just threw it all away

You knew I was scared

To once more let you get that close to me

Despite what you did

I believed... "

-Melissa Smith

too many let down in a week

I forgotten how painful it feels now

everything basically feel the same

I am dying to fight all these

but...

it really doesn't matter anymore