results came out

ha ha

i didn't fail

should be kinda happy right?

why am I not, at all?

:|

this is then

I just realised I haven't been updating my blog like I used to, last year, before SPM and all.

I do not really know why I just stopped, it's weird.

It's not like I'm totally busy :/

maybe I was, college, one year crash course, pre-university course = never easy :(

but I never regretted choosing SAM

ok this is suppose to be my come back post.

why?

because college ended, but no, I still don't get my long awaited holidays like I always say.

I am getting my results tomorrow, 6 am to be exact

after 11 months of studying, busy writing reports, doing assignments, tonnes of mini test and the MAJOR FINALS O.O

this is the time everyone is most afraid of

what we can do now is wish for the best and expect the worst

I'm actually an optimist but life sucks, you gotta add some pessimism to equalize it :P

I won't say I'll fair damn well

for now, I just hope to pass, I'd be really happy if i do :)

this year is coming to an end soon

like in a blink of the eye, its year end already :(

this year is definitely one of the best

this year :

1. I went for January intake despite the fact I told everyone January intake is for people who cannot wait to study -.-

2. I am maid-less, after 17 years of depending on maids, I'm finally maid-less.

3. I learned how to cook mee using a microwave (lame)

4. I got into my 1st accident

5. I met some amazing people

6. I sat in front of the comp for 16 hours straight doing assignment :(

7. I drifted and never die :P HAHAHAHAHAHAH

8. I turned legal =)

9. SAM NIGHT 2009 was made POSSIBLE :D and also SAM MAGAZINE ZOMG :P

10. I hiked up Penang Hill in the middle of the night :X

& etc etc :D

I can't believe its going to be over soooooooon!

arghhh.

anyway, I've been eating outside so much these days since my maid left.

I miss home made dishes, now I understand the important of homemade food.

*sighs

RESULTS IN 10 HOURS TIME. zzommmggggwtfbbqccbknnmcb :(

slit my wrist, cut my throat, take my heart.

MAKE ME BLIND :O i dare not look at the results laterrrrrrr :(

HELLO 2009, I have 16 more days with you.

I will miss you when you're gone, 2010 better be good :O

I'll blog more I guess :O

heheheheh. I'm like free, EVERYDAY :P

THROUGH OUT MY LIFE:

I've loved, I've lied,

I've hurt, I've lost,

I've missed, I've trusted,

I've made mistakes

but most of all,

I've learned

:)

SAM SAM SAM

SAM is over :(

what can I say?

It has been one of the best memories in my whole life.

I miss you SAM people already.

living by.

people lie. they say they have your back, but they really dont. if you're gonna talk, then back it up with your actions. don't just say one thing but really do another. think about peoples feelings for one time in your life. shit kills. people take things personally. you really can't expect anything from anyone. they're just going to let you down one way or another. don't ever let your guard fall, even if you think you can trust someone. the only person you can 100% trust is YOURSELF. no one else will understand you completely. people suck. end of story. trust no one, depend on yourself, don't get hurt.

ohlala

its freaking 4am.
I'm sitting in front of the laptop.
listening to the those melancholic songs.
reminiscing, I feel myself tearing.

I am a happy person, generally, I don't turn emo :/
oh well.

9 tryouts.
3 sbs
none worked out.

you did the most amazing job by stalling all 12 choices.
I think you're still irresistible after all these years.

OF oh OF, don't play anymore.

SAM 09 I

the times we just sit down & talk about nothing.
the times we kept laughing over the lame things we said.
the times we try to make one laugh w/ Kumar's jokes.
the times we'll just stare at each other, wondering where & what to eat.
the times we are always there to celebrate each & everyone's birthday.
the times where we always make an effort to make everyone feel special.
the times we will always wait for everyone's food to come before feasting.
the times Kylie will always be having her camera almost everytime & everywhere she goes.
the times when the drivers start drifting and racing, BROAD DAY LIGHT!
the times we had, all good & bad, it is all memorable.


how I am going to miss being a SAM student.
the ever most noisy class, everrrrrrr, in Disted.
& the course where everyone is close to everyone.

I am proud to be one of SAM09.
I will definitely miss everyone when this end, even if I don't talk much to some.
I will always miss the Moral & M'sian Studies classes together.
our one whole big family :D


this is just another chapter of life, right? :)

final

I need to repent.
final is coming soon :(

Note to self.
sleep early please.

new hair cut

cut my hair.
hate the fringe to the core now :(








it looks uglier right now
I swear.


FML

super random

Random facts about me @ 4am, Sept 5, 2009

I am a girl.
I fall in love easily, almost as easy as ABC, I always get mixed signals, I am always having second thoughts, I do the most obvious things, I can be a little sneaky too, I randomly stalk someone I don't know, I cry a little when I feel too happy, I laugh a little too loud most of the times, I don't always get the attention I want, I always like the wrong person, I give up easily, I screw things up easily, I can't cook, I like baking, I hate annoying beat-around-the-bush people, I watch football under the influence of my family, I play dotA, I like L4D, I know I'm fat but I don't do anything about it, I like writing quotes, pick-up lines cheer me up, I don't text 24/7, I hate driving because I'm traumatized, I am a pretty damn good liar, I am good in manipulating people, my conversations usually drift away from its original topic, I am more of a daddy's girl than mummy's angel, I like alcohol, I get stressed up over things I shouldn't be, I always finish my exam papers earlier than usual, I like strawberry flavoured ice cream but not the strawberry fruit itself, I like chocolate but not chocolate flavoured ice cream, I am very creepy, I walk without sound, sometimes, I have sleeping disorders (yes, disorders).

Smart people makes me high, sarcasm is my second language, I like buying books but never really reading them, I waste money like drinking water or breathing oxygen, I still can't make up my mind what to study, I used to play the piano, I would love to paint my room black, I can talk to anyone about anything, I change my mind too often, no one knows my darkest secret, I remember every little conversation I have with everyone but not everything my lecturers teach, I am a huge procrastinator, I always plan but never follow, I am a sucker for musically inclined human beings, I always pull a strong face, I get pretty random in the middle of the night.

For example; now -.-



/dies.