stories untold

hellos never replied
words not spoken
sentence not completed
tears never seen
smiles never gone

the story never told.


I couldn't be bothered if the whole world hates me now.
I can't please everyone.

kegembiraan

rainbow never fails to make my day (:


bubbles; reminiscence to the younger days

free yourself

On this day of your life, Adelene, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.

There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.

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short notes

I laugh everyday so I don't forget how to


I am growing up, that explains my raging hormones


sometimes I feel like slapping You


flirtini, the cocktail, exist. go try


the mother said I've changed, I said for the better, what say you ?


Justin Long is geekily hot, so my type ;)


I wanna eat maggie goreng :DDD


I might be going on a hibernation


Blue BMW, the charmer; my fast & furious escape


You are like my Genie in a bottle.


Unfortunately, there are boundaries this time.


Limitation; restricting from wrong signals.


I miss being innocent and shy


Finally.
I'm going to eat Maggie Goreng now.
I hear someone's car outside.


Goodbyeeeeeeeee :D

You are my Sunshine

I miss all of it now *frowns*


boozeeeeeeee!
I need booze wtf :(
any alco-related drink will do me well now.


bwahahhaha.
I'm a very happy girl now.
Heineken have always been love.
never knew Daiquiri and Bacardi could make me smile too.


:D

smile with me

I bought your favourite cake today.
Secret Recipe, I remember.
I stared as it melt away.
I looked as you slowly walked away.
I want to be okay.
But I know we will never be the same again.
All these memories of what we did & where we went.
It is stored deep inside.
Somewhere I know I won't forget.


I know you don't read my blog.
I know you don't bother because you always think blogging is a nuisance & a waste of time.
I know you'll never read this that's why I'm writing it here.
It is 5 in the morning and I still secretly wished you'd come back.

will you smile, just again?
this will be the last.
I promise.

sleep deprived

Ladies Night, later?


so much for for being sleep deprived.
just got back from the tidur habis
going to get some sleep now before I just die later.
blahhhh



will update soon :DDDDD

Wonderwall

All the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how, because, maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me?
And after all, You're my wonderwall.

Engaged Idealist

Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.

Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.

Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.

Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, committed, likable, enthusiastic, responsible, helpful, loyal, diplomatic, friendly, inspiring, caring, solicitous, optimistic, effusive, adaptable, communicative, articulate, convincing, energetic, optimistic, open, vulnerable

psychology

Classical conditioning
Melanie Hernandez C. - Wait For You (Neutral stimulus)
She listens to this song every time she chats with him online (Unconditioned Stimulus)
He made her happy, she smiled like nothing else matter (Unconditioned Response)
Every time the song plays (Conditioned Stimulus)
She smiles (Conditioned Response)

Stimulus Generalisation ;
In classical conditioning, the tendency for the conditioned stimulus
to evoke similar responses after the response has been conditioned.
For example, she has been conditioned to fear seeing his car,
she will exhibit fear of any cars similar to the conditioned stimulus.

Self-handicapping ;
An action or choice which prevents a person from being responsible for failure.
For example, a student decides to go out partying
and drinking the night before an important exams.

This is Psychology overdose.
it's easier when you're applying it to real life examples.
If only, everything is as easy.
I've been thinking way too much.
Concluding my own conclusions.
Changing my perceptions.
Don’t act distant to hide affection.
Don’t pretend like you don’t care when you really do.
If you’re not strong enough, don’t do the two sentences typed above.

It’s too late, now.