Tuesday, September 30, 2008

tagged by JEWEL

1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
I used to dream of marrying David Beckham, Lee Ryan, Brian McFadden, Aaron Carter, Nick Carter, etc etc.. the list is way too long, they were all my childhood ideal boyfriend, now? Nahhh.... =)

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
Happiest thing? Happiest moment, you mean? Well every minute spent with friends laughing or crying, it is happy, the moment I finished the whole magazine today, it was also the happiest moment, there are too many happiest, I guess I lost count. =)

3.What do you wish to have right now?
I don't know, there are too many things I wish to have, for example, a better determination in doing things (studying, exercising, etc etc.. ), a huge walk in closet so I can finally buy everything I want without having my mother telling me there's no place for it, an amazing drifting skill wtf, a brain of someone who can Ace my BM for me, and a lots more. Cis, I have way too many needs today :P

4. When was the last time you Horse laugh?
LOL, just now, when my brother and I was watching a movie and we were bickering about the main actor being so crazily pathetic and licik.

5. What did you realize recently?
I realized I am a great manipulator, for real, and sometimes I don't mean it... and I realized I am still as AWESOME as ever, SS much, I know :D

6. Which bad habit of you that is most unacceptable?
I procrastinate a lot and I end up doing MOST OF THE THINGS last minute for example the magazine, the studies, the party plans, the designs for ads lol and lots more but I can't think of it now.

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
I either keep quiet and start emofying myself more, or I'll be very very grumpy and start scolding everybody and and.. throwing things, hitting things, I almost broke my knuckles once =.=

8. What are you afraid of losing?
Generally you mean? HEHE my loved ones of course and.. my cash LOLOLOL I am that money-faced, hoi, who is not you tell me ? :P

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
probably graduated from a degree or something.

10. When you met someone you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
EH, I answered before, DEPENDS LAH, lolololol I'm not so bitchy to confess if he had a wife and kids LOL WTF think too far. HAHAH

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.

12. Define Loneliness.
Solitude. LOL short and sweet eh?

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
If I am I won't have a meaning to live on lol.

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
Don't know lah, not anytime in this week I guess.

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
Somewhere in my dreams, wahh, chun sial !

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently?
Talk To Me by don't know who, HAHAHA, its in the movies.

17. If you have a wish come true, what is it?

18. Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
Not being able to pass BM wtf damn sad can

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
rob a bank, try something I will never try *winks*, do something ILLEGAL.

20. Who are you thinking of right now?
bee bee LOLOLOLOL fuck wei the name is so cutes.

lazy lah

Monday, September 29, 2008

of hair... and hair wtf

I cut my hair yesterday, yes, chopped off my curls. hmmm I look funny now, like ... like ... LION, not lioness ok, LION wtf.

seriously I never do much to my hair, I only curled it ONCE and that is all but it's fucking damaged, my hairstylist said lack of water and.. something, I don't remember what. HAR HAR, let me show you some pictures of what my hair have became of through the years

*presenting you .... *

the natural hair of mine.

then I curled my hair as it was long enough to curl :D

and it grew longer and I was totally in love with it

I cut it shorter as it was getting messier.

it grew longer.. & thicker this time.

oh and I went to make it thinner, then the split ends came out like omg so much =(

and I finally chopped off all the curls (and the split ends) and straightened it temporary.

And I can't decide now, to curl my hair again or to go for rebonding.
I can't bare looking at my hair now, it is disgusting.
It is not straight or curly, it is wavy in an ugly way.

omg, help me!


Monday, September 22, 2008

burglary :(

My house was broken into last night, almost. Yes, almost. I was sleeping like a whorepig when the alarm went on, I continued sleeping till the next morning, wtf I think I'm partially deaf or something. The mother only told me the next morning, the security company called the police as they thought the burglars came in but ... something happened, I don't know what, I think they ran off after the alarm rang like fuck but I just won't wake up.

I think the medicine was taking over my consciousness.

Burglary, hmmm.
It is happening a lot nowadays, so be careful people :)
they will break-in at night, most likely when it's raining.
and it's raining season now.


Sunday, September 21, 2008

tagged by piyi, again XD

♥ If you could spend one ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
Can RM1 buy anything?

♥ What is your most favorite thing to do?

♥ What kind of news do you read?
Now? World, Nation, Sports and everything else.

♥ What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
my clothes which I probably will not need it anymore since I won't get fat wtf

♥ Is there someone in your heart right now?
Literally, how can someone be IN MY heart ?

♥ Do you believe you can survive without money?
Honestly, WHO WOULD you tell me.

♥ What are you afraid to lose the most?
oh, cold hard cash, and family, and friends.

♥ What do you feel like doing right now?
quit edboard get a new laptop so photoshop won't lag like bitch now.

♥ If there's someone that you love,would you confess to him/her?
No :)

♥ List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
gorgeous, smart, sweet.

♥ What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
coming soon...

♥ What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
A guy must be independent please, cannot always mummy here, mummy there wtf.

♥ If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
FISH, lol wtf, it's healthy and there are many types :P

♥ If you had a choice to be rich or happy,which one would you pick?
Rich, cause shopping makes me happy and I know happiness never last so temporary happiness is good enough to last for some time.

♥ If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
more determination to exercise.

♥ My inability to express myself.
I don't express myself much, if you can understand me, yay, if not, I won't explain much.

♥ Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Mostly with Tiff and Regina, but then not all, nobody knows everything :)

♥ How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
embarking on a career I favour, hopefully successful.

♥ What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Do you know how self-obsessed I am? This kind of questions are just unnecessary, I love so many things about myself, lol, too many, to be exact.

♥ If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world,what would it be?
A multipurpose phone with 8MP camera, fully wifi, with a huge memory space. I think that's good enough to entertain me.

I called who to tag cause I don't think my friends will even do, so why bother =)

fucked up.

I wrote something, something I choose to save as draft.

I am not sad, seriously.
I am just not happy.
I am angry, very angry.

but how am I suppose to blame anyone?

It is my fault.
I feel so miserable, right now.
(here she goes again, getting all emo, as always...)

I guess I'll just keep it to myself.
it's not like anybody really cared.


Thursday, September 18, 2008

the white, black or red ?

tried a few dresses in Forever 21 :(
not sure to get it or not now.
or to choose which.

the white one

the black one

the red one


comments please.
thank you

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

tagged by piyi sayang

[01] Real name: Adelene Tan Wei Shian
[02] Nickname: adelene, ade, weishian, tws, tua pui poh.
[03] Married: No
[04] Zodiac Sign: SCORPIO
[05] Gender: female
[06] Age: sixteen (by month), seventeen (by year)
[07] High School: SMKCGL
[08] College: .... *I can't see my future ... yet*
[09] Height: 155cm only wtf
[10] Weight: 65x40/3-5x60%-6+4= ??kg
[11] Do you like yourself: most of the time, I am obsess with myself lol.
[12] Piercings: four piercings, going to get more... soon
[13] Right of left: Right
[14] Are you a freak : uh, depends.
[15] Hair: long wavy DRY damaged-brown hair :)
[16] Skin: DRY & tanned. wtf
[17] Allergic: a lot.... I shall write a list soon.
[18] What are you doing now: supposed to be doing EB stuff
[19] What will you be doing 1hour later: 2.43AM ; probably still online or maybe sleeping? lol
[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: 27 years old, probably embarking on a career I am interested in, working my ass out to get a body like JESSICA ALBA :(

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: brother
[24] Youngest: me XD
[25] Love/hate your family: love, always will... for real :)
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): no wor, sad kan, I am unwanted wtf.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: I....don't know, wtf, everyone make mistakes ok :P
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: sometimes I wonder too =/
[34] Ever argue with your other half: of course, lol.
[35] You with your other half since: we were born wtf
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I AM A BI SEXUAL, OMGWTFKNN lol. figure it out.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: seriously, which one ? =/
[38] You and your other half in which stage: stage 3 of cancer, died. hmmm.
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: wtf i dont know.
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: pi lahhh!

[41] Your first best friend: CASSANDRA omg kindy friends. heh.
[42] Your first enemy: I don't remember which is the first.
[43] The friend you love the most(1only): adelene's imaginary friend :)
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): i dont know, i hate practically everybody i love also =S
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: since i said I'm self obsessed, i think it would have to be me
her WTF xD
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: *smiles proudly* the current handsome-st is.... the one who just came back from Aus. hohoho xD
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: seriously, hate the most ? two-faced-backstabbing-boyfriend-stealer. clear enough?
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: egoistic-lying-manwhore wtf :P
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: most of the time
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: used-to-be-best-friend.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: frontstab her :D
[52] If your friend betray you: Curse her, like all the time.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Let her woo, if he goes, he is not worth it.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: I will be so happy I knock myself out.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: send him/her a best friend love letter then suicide wtf.

[56] Are you a good student: define good and I'm a student :)
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: no? procrastinate much, like now ? *cries*
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Pn Kang, omg shes so adorable! *awwww*
[59] Always late to school/college: never once, i think.
[60] Your class: 5Bestari.
[61] You love your seniors: uhhh, like =)
[62] Senior who you love the most: no love-st pls LOL
[63] Your classmates good/bad: I wonder :)
[64] Excellent result classmate: my monitor wtf xD
[65] Laziest classmate: dont know. lol everyone is lazy :P

[66] Smart people: those smartpeople lor
[67] Stupid people: those stupid people lor
[68] Good looking people: wahsehhh, those good looking peoples then.
[69] Ugly people: *giggles* my friend know who.
[70] Funny people: VENNEZIA & KAANCHANA wtf.
[71] Cute people: ME xD what tha...
[72] Bad people: ME!
[73] Honest people: also me, wtf.
[74] Acting people: definitely not me xD
[75] You are what kind of people: I am a people of mixture kind :S

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.... then lips. ahh sexy.
[77] Hugs or kisses: hugs... then kiss. they'll improve... eventually.
[78] Shorter or taller: taller wtf
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both lah
[81] Listener or talker: in between.
[82] Romantic or rich: ITS THE BEST IF BOTH LOR.
[83] Good husband or Good Father: good husband doesn't equals to good father meh?

[84] Age to get marry: probably after 25.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): min 1 wtf, max 2.
[86] Career: some career wtf
[87] Salary: I'm not greedy seriously, USD 10k above is good enough.
[88] Retirement age: 40 wtf.
[89] Properties value: o.O
[90] Wishes: ...... wealth, health... wtf dont know.


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

a month break.

yes, finally.

I know.

I am taking a one month break before studying for SPM again.

Monday, September 15, 2008

SPM Trial (2nd - 16th September)

Bahasa Malaysia




Pendidikan Moral


Additional Mathematics

Prinsip Akaun

Ekonomi Asas

* Italic ones are those I'm not looking forward to wtf.
* Stroked are those already over.
* I'll come back everyday to stroke the papers I'm done with.
* I am very very very much looking forward to 16th September 2008's 12.20pm.
* Please wish me luck & pray for me.

goodbye for now.
Trial is damn ciskekkan.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

916 wtf :D

I am watching Formula One WTF.

yes, Mathematics 2 is tomorrow, Accounts 1&2 is on Tuesday.
and I am sitting here watching F1 and typing this post.
wtf, Raikkonen is not in top10 yet
I hope Hamilton's car suddenly DIE on him

I am a KIMI RAKKONEN supporter.

ManU lost last night WTF

mind you, I was so happy the minute Tevez (assisted by Berbatov) scored ok.
then Brown had to score an own goal...
Titanic clashes ... kononnyer

anyway, I have to continue with my F1 now.
wtf, kimi needs my moral support XD

will probably be back after trials.


an important date.
we, Malaysian know why, no ?

Friday, September 12, 2008

very worn out.

I am tired
of everything..

staying up till 3am to wait for your call/message study, waking up in the morning and find no new message/missed call, feeling disappointed, hiding my feelings, pretending to be happy in front of you, the thoughts of failing BM, the guiltiness for not working hard enough...

I give up.

I will leave....

Sunday, September 7, 2008


I am leaving Penang soon
to Perlis.
like in less than 7 hours or so :(

coming back later at night.

guess I'll be studying there.
pray that I don't sleep in such a wonderful weather.

Saturday, September 6, 2008


I wanted to blog a minute ago, I couldn't find my cam cable, no pictures.
blah, I'm getting lazier by the minute.
Please bare with me, it is after all the TRIAL weeks *smirks* like it matters =/

I've been to Starbucks almost everyday since trial started.
the first week is officially over, finally.
seven more days, ten more papers to go.

I am going off to sleep, will blog again soon.
Hopefully before trial ends.

Monday, September 1, 2008

used to...

You used to talk to me like

I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to be so close and at time I really wonder what the fuck happened.
How did we get so messed up ?

Maybe you don't know, but I still care...