Tuesday, January 19, 2010

have you ever?

Have you ever woke up one day feeling all uneasy?
Like the night before, you were having the time of your life
& the next morning, you're awake all down (worried, sad, sick, etc...)

I'm pretty sure everyone went through that :|
it can't be just me, it's kinda bipolar, I think.

I still miss my home every now and then.
but I'll be here for the next few years
Guess I'll have to learn to adapt changes in life.

This week marks the second week of university.
I feel old, seriously, university makes me feel old :(
then again... :/

Sometimes when I sit alone in this room, I wonder if I made the right decision.
To leave the place I called home for the past 18 years.
To leave the island where most (95% of) my family & friends gather.
To leave the heavenly paradise of food.
To come to this place, so new, so unhomely.
To gain lifetime experiences of being independent.
To let the parents worry so much of their only daughter's safety and all.

Have I really made the right decision?
Is it worth it all?


After all its just KL.
like hello, its only 4 hours driving or 45 minutes plane, from Penang.
Why the hell am I making it sound like I'm leaving to UK or US wtf.
wtf am i thinking?

I already decided to come, why am i doubting my decision this time?
KL isn't so bad I guess.
but there's no place like home ♥ ♥ ♥

the peanut butter smell and taste, the softness in your mouth.
the paste of which you can barely smell the strong prawn paste.

Monday, January 18, 2010

to you from me ♥

Dear You,

I just have to tell you, I'm not so sure what I'd do without you. I know it's cold outside, but this late night is just no fun without you, and I just wanted to say thanks; you're the only reason I've smiled in days.


Sunday, January 17, 2010


I'm trying to slowly get used to life here right now.
Very different from Penang but I'll get a hang of it soon enough I guess.
I miss everyone back in Penang tho :(
KL isn't all that glamorous, seriously.
being the first few to leave Penang definitely suck
macam the first experiment kat KL :P
lol (:

anyway, I'm just updating cause I realised I haven't been blogging for a while
I missed blogging :(
will probably blog more now that I'm away from all distractions
gotta run.