Saturday, November 29, 2008

You'll be the Prince & I'll be the Princess

I just got back home, feeling sick right now, slight fever & having a quite bad sore throat.
Fuihh, went to Accounts tuition this morning with Tiff :)
Before that, went Soon Lee with the mother.
went to XinMin's place straight after tuition :)

Rachel, WeeNee & ZiXin was already there and I was feeling damn hyper when I got there.
Super hyper ok, I actually missed the kiddo, Thadeus or however you spell it.
It's been three days since I see him *frowns*
Kids can be
pretty cute at some point, then again, it's not going to change my mind about them.
if you get what I mean ;)

After a certain time, we headed off to TESCO :] hee hee, for... Leomag? && Pizza Hut -___-
so *inserts profanities* #&$)*#&%)@&% small ok.
not ever a quarter size of my last finger like wtf -.-
it is really 13542316543208410214410 small O.O
ate the #@$%^ate the #@$%^$&#*&#%$!*@&%~!!# small lasagna
then off
we went to shopping and back XinMin's place.

the Parents then came & fetched me back, and here I am sitting here writing this post. I know I barely type about my daily life anymore and it feels damn good to be writing again. It practically meant I am still doing something beneficial, something I can be proud of *evil smirks*

Seriously, I don't feel very excited over the last paper, I just can't freaking wait to be done with it. I am already feeling very merdeka-ey I know I am not supposed to but WTF it's eating up my brain, those Science Stream people is already out there having so much fun and I am having the time of my life with my ACCOUNTS & ECONOMICS books.

I seriously am too lazy to take pictures lately so if I bore you with my stupid un-amazing English worded post, I deeply apologizes, do remind me if you're sick of it by commenting.
I shall find a way to unlazify myself and take more pictures.

Besides, does anyone know any Career Personality Test thingy?
or anything to test students on which career is more suitable for them?
I need it soon -.- I suddenly don't know what to study.
I have no direction :(

Adios people :] I'm off to ... to ... the books?
Goodbye <3

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Love Story

We were both young, when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008


I think I am becoming more & more of myself
& it scares me =/
I am afraid.
Afraid of.. not being accepted.
I feel inferior, even towards the closest.

something is not right, and it is not going to feel better.


Saturday, November 22, 2008

The Moment With My Kakiis

The Moment....

The picture was taken this year in Chung Ling High School Campfire, it was a hard choice choosing which picture and all as there were too many pictures and I decided on the picture below as it is very meaningful, it was taken on the 3rd of June, a day before my mother's birthday ;) I had to attend my LAST CAMPFIRE of my schooling life, yes, LAST CAMPFIRE, after 5 years of attending campfires & camps, it all have to come to an end, they say all good things come to an end ey?

I remember all the hard work we put into this campfire, the dance we prepared for days after our mid term, yes it wasn't good enough to make it to the campfire but at least we tried our best, I remember going to Chung Ling as early as 7am just to register and nobody was there, there were only a few CGLians while other schools had so many people coming in already, we were panic and started calling all the seniors to come early, even forced them to skip tuition to come early, fun times *sighs* I even remembered we were so yeng with our dance clothing but we still end up not getting through the audition -.- grr, but nevermind.

Yeah it was a great night, even though it rained the whole night, we danced through the rain and had a lot of fun the whole night, from dancing in the rain to exploring the school in the dark to... screaming & shouting & cheering like nobody's business for our alma mater ;)

It was worth all the sore throat & body aches the next day.

I love my kakiis sekalian :]
although some of them are not in the picture.
I still love you people.
I so will miss my guiding life, all the camps and campfires I will be missing.
Thinking of it makes me want to cry *sighs*

ANYWAY, yes I shared my moment with my kakiis, have you?
If you haven't, log on to, sign up and start sending in your entry!

About the freaking-awesome-and-amazing-and-tempting prizes I mentioned in my last post, I shall show you the prizes for the PHOTO CONTEST.

urgh, the whole new SONY SKINNY T CAMERA.
tempting hmmm?
then what are you waiting for!?

All you have to do is ....

1. Sign up and be a Kakiis member.
2. Dig up an old picture or take a picture of ‘A Moment With Your Kakiis’.
3. Share the moment in a NEW blog post, mention kakiis and add a link to
4. Email the URL to
5. Be in the running to win 3 X Sony Skinny T Digital Camera and stand a chance to get invited to ‘Kakiis Nite Out’.

yes, it is that easy :D
so, people, go try your luck ! :)

A Moment with My Kakiis

I am sure most Nuffnangers know about this "Kakiis" competition right? It so happened that I was checking my e-mail the night before I was having Add Maths I & II and Moral papers for SPM. Fuihhh, I was immediately turned on by all the freaking-awesome-and-amazing-and-tempting prizes therefore I decided to try my luck and take part in it ;)

Here is My Moment with My Kakis.

Go to for more information ;)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

*smiles happily*

I am too lazy to upload pictures from the cam.
btw my brother CAME BACK :]
with lots of chocolates for me to feast on.
yay ? :)

and I have 2 more subjects! :D
SPM is three quarter done.
Four more paper and I am done.
urghhh! I don't feel the excitement yet lol.
twelve days holiday for me before my next week paper.
hee hee :)

I am going Hatyai this Saturday.
sheesh, massages, shopping, exotic food.
fuiih, cannot wait :)

will be back when I am back.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I survived the 3 days of SPM

4 subjects done, 5 more to go
*jumps around happily*

nyeh nyeh nyeh.
BM & Sejarah is GONE, forever, hopefully.
*prays hard*
I have officially recycled all BM & Sejarah papers & notes.
wheeee :]

ok I have Science in 3 days.
and I haven't even started studying.
anyway, this is just a quick update.
hee heee :D

if you get what i mean =/

Monday, November 10, 2008


High school finally ended, yes, we are officially EX GIRLS now.
When I passed the school the other day, looking at the form five classes, it was all empty.
I felt different, you know.
The emptiness inside.
The feeling of not having everyone there anymore.
It's different from parting in camps.
I see these people for the past five years, I might not favor some, but it is already a routine, something I got used to.
School have always been my second home, I spent almost half of my life there.
And now, I have to learn to walk away from it.
Leaving it with only memories embedded in this little brain of mine.

I remember when I first got into school, I was hoping and praying to get over school life as soon as possible.
I am sure everyone once had that thought, no?
Typical hmm?

Now, look, how far have we came.
Finally, Form 5, finally, the last day of school.
Finally, graduated.

CGL Classes of 2008


For the years, we were told to remember,
We will say our goodbye,
To the eleven years of good times,
And bid adieu to the friends, old and new.

For the memories we will never forget,
The photos of our past, meet our current minds,
The laughter we had, put a smile on our faces,
And it will stay forever.

For the moment we lived through thick and thin,
Be it tough and tearful moments,
Or the happy and cheerful moments,
But, right now, all of those are dear to me.

For the times we try to relive,
Whether it was running during cross-country
Or dancing during Teachers’ Day,
We can still relive it, all in our memories.

It is amazing how time flies in a blink of an eye,
So many memories often come and go,
In time, we will laugh and cry,
But it was all for it.

These were the years, we were told to remember,
These were the memories, we will never forget.
These were the moments, we lived through thick and thin,
These were the times, we tried to relive.

written by me :)

I will miss you people so much, even if I don't talk to you, I will miss your presence.
Everything have to come an end.
& this is mark the ending to our schooling life.
*smiles with teary eyes*

Goodbye CGL.

i will be back, one day.
Just one day :)

Thursday, November 6, 2008

happy birthday to me!

happy birthday to me !
*big wide smile*

Today is also my Graduation Day.

and guess what people ?









it is RED & it is sizzling HOT !
one of the BEST production in CGL's History

can't I just praise our hard work & be perasan a tad bit ?