Friday, April 23, 2010

To Forget You

Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.

Low Kay Hwa

Saturday, April 17, 2010

impulsive one

just because I am not there, it doesn't mean I don't know
just because I didn't say yes, it doesn't mean I meant no
just because I stopped talking, it doesn't mean I didn't want to
just because I never said anything, it doesn't mean I don't care

this is why we didn't happen.
this is what I know will happen.

you're such an egoistic bipolar idiot.


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I can't believe it's happening to me, some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

She thinks about you nonstop and you're all she talks about. When she talks to you she always has that goofy smile and she truly looks happy. With one hug, you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies, but at the same time, when she's upset it's usually because of you, but she refuses to see any bad in you & no matter how many people try and tell her different, she believes you're perfect for her and worth every second of the wait, but she's too scared to tell you any of this because she doesn't want to screw anything up and doesn't want to end up hurt.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

last goodbye

Dear boy ♥

You honestly don't know how much I'm going to miss those texts that woke me up early in the morning and kept me up late at night, or those warm hugs you gave me when I thought the world was crashing down. You don't know that I would kill for you to give me your sweatshirt to wear and keep like old times. I will miss when I get those tiny little annoying butterflies I got when you looked at me, & also the times when you'll just drop by with Starbucks coffee even knowing how much I hate drinking it. Finally, you will never know how much I am going to miss you.

Love girl ♥

Friday, April 9, 2010

guardian angel

I'm done.
with you & everything.

I hide myself away from you
pretending nothing ever existed.

I really think it's not important anymore.

this will be the last.

life is just too harsh