Monday, June 30, 2008

Sunday Shopping Spree

I am paranoid.

It's just Prom :]


I don't care anymore :)

* * * * *

Sunday, went out with RachelHo & Regina. Had something in the house in the morning and celebrated the father's birthday earlier :) then off to Queens.

Walked around aimlessly and bought
few dresses & tops. I splurge like, a lot, I think.

I'm too lazy to blog about it, geee (laziness. wtf) but there will be pictures.

R with A.

G with A

threesomeeeee xD

we were very much WOWed by the size =/

consequences of hours of heels :]

kids at heart. xD

sore&smelly feet


with RachHo.

three contrast ones :]

ME :]

I really am paranoid nowadays.
is it me ? or what?
I suddenly feel everything is crushing down, very fast.
Like, in a blink of eye, it's already June.
grrr.. will update again soon :)

Sunday, June 29, 2008

1st :D

Anything for you, baby, anything for that smile.
he said.


I love you.

Even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I need inspirations.

I smile too much to myself lately.
the father thinks I'm mentally-and-physically-retarded for smiling too much
the mother thinks I am too excited over the lesbian gathering a.k.a. PROM NIGHT.
the second brother is leaving to Tasmania soon.
the first brother ? like usual -.- nagging 'bout SPM wtf

i so need to get started with graphics.
I think I'm self obsessed too.
I lost weight, yay me :D
I miss somebody a lot, for some uncertain reason -___-
I sleep less than 24 hours in the whole week :(
I need to go Prom shopping, people. CALL ME UP anytime!
TIFFANY, ZIXIN, REGINA. let's BAKE cookies honeys.

okay, photoshop now.
I have no life right now.
wait, did I ever have a life even before this ? =/
back to Photoshop again wtf.

i will love you long time if you do :)

where is your heart ?

Make a scene, draw hearts, get in trouble,
talk during class, pass a note, eat some candy.
play video games, dance freely, sing loudly,
run a mile, hug a parent, get hyper, love life.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

A Day In School

23rd June 2008

I slept at 3am and woke up at 4am to watch the ITALY vs SPAIN match but ended up sleeping again, got up again at 6.30am for school. The mother told me Spain won Italy 4 - 2 in penalty.

WTF, penalty, wtf.

I kept cursing all the way from the house to school, bitching about Spain and all.
HAR HAR, sorry Spain supporters, as much as I love Spain, I prefer Italy over them.
It's just too bad, Italy didn't even get in the semifinals.
Reached school then went into the class and tried to sleep
the bell just had to ring when I was in the climax of the dream =/

Before recess, Tiff & I went to wait for the cupcakes.
Ween Nee came and passed us the cupcakes.
woooot. Thanks Ween Nee !
the cupcakes were awesome, damn mengcutekan :D

for Celia.

Happy birthday you skinny bitch :D me love you :)

this is Caryn's. Pink & Bunny. cuteness.

Us, with the birthday girl :D

After recess, I was bored, like really bored.
I started snapping random pictures.

Venne & Sarah, my ultimate laughing gas.

the sky turned dark, a bit lah. lol

then rain started pouring. *freeze*

after an hour or so, it stopped.

I so love the last picture, was not edited at all.
The sky was so blue and it blend with the green in my school so well.
Oh, these were just a few pictures I took that I like.
the rest? Better be unpublished.
I don't want some people come killing me :)

that's all for a day in school.

i love you both :)

Monday, June 23, 2008

ways to reduce stress

To people who is in lots of stress, here are some ways to reduce it.

Take a break.
Be cheerful.
Go for a walk.
Take frequent, short vacations.
Eat a balanced diet.
Exercise vigorously at least 3 times a week.
Get more sleep than you are currently getting.
Laugh. Don't take yourself to seriously.
Get a hobby. Do something just for the fun of it.
Allow pleasant thoughts to run through your mind.
Allow time for the unexpected.
Learn to say "no".
Stop smoking.
Leave early enough so you don't have to rush.
Reduce your intake of caffeine.
Set aside some time to be quiet every day.
Pray on a regular basis.
Think good thoughts about the people you encounter every day.
Seek the help and advice of the people you trust.
Develop a support group.
Become aware of tense muscles and relax them.
Add some variety to your life. Do something different.
Keep in touch with friends and relatives.
Reduce your consumption of alcohol.
Learn to give and accept compliments.
Get comfortable in a chair, close your eyes and take 3 deep breaths. As you exhale, let your whole body relax. Enjoy it for a minute and then go back to what you were doing.
Treat others with respect.
Treat yourself with respect.
Make a realistic list of things you need or would like to accomplish each day. Start doing the most important first. That way, even if you don't finish your list, you are getting the most important ones finished first.
Our feelings and behaviors are started by our thoughts. Think good, positive thoughts and you will help relieve your stress.
Take responsibility for your feelings. When you get angry, take a break and cool down before you act.
Know your values and priorities and be true to them.

The bold one meant the one I'm going to do.
The italic ones are those I will trrryyyy to do =/

Sunday, June 22, 2008

time out.

" It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight "

I just got back from Perlis just now.
High cholesterol seafood, cheap & good booze, midnight driving (again), more heart burns & lots of mosquito bites.
I think that pretty much sums up my 24-hours trip to Perlis :]

Mr. Doc said to cut down the intake of alcohol and less cigarettes.
I don't even smoke wtf rolleyesrolleyes

as I was waiting for somebody to make miracle, I took a test.
& my results ?






You have high stress.

Take action now to reduce and manage your stress. Stabilize the amount of changes in your life and avoid unnecessary stress. Evaluate how you communicate, manage your commitments, and prioritize your time. Make stress-reducing lifestyle choices a priority: seek therapy or exercise.

I didn't know I was so stressed.
nyehhh. I am happy
i think.

I really am trying to convince myself,
but it's getting abit too rusty.
the smile, its starting to turn upside down.
I am actually missing the old times, like when clubbing used to be so legal redface
Dancing in 4 inch heels for 2 hours was not even tiring .

(there is always a but....)

what happened to all that ?

another Earth word for living hell :)

five more months and I'm so freaking out of here.
kurangkan stress..

Saturday, June 21, 2008

insomnia =/

I can't sleep. wtf

I kept waking up every 30 minutes, my brain went blank for a while. I have heartburns so frequent these days and my head ache so bad at times it almost exploded. I kept getting so uptight about unnecessary things, I feel so nauseous nowadays. X-ray showed negative but the doctor wanted to take the blood test to confirm. Result will be out on Monday, I feel so wrong.

What if
it comes back again?

. . . . .

Dee, oh and not forgetting I miss hanging out with friends now, chilling around, playing Blackjack and Chor Dai Dee and not forgetting, JETSKI-ing together. It's not long since I did all those
(except JETSKI) but the wanting to spend more times with friends just took over me, like this morning? I thought of so many things I've done in the past, the wrongs and rights, the funny and pathetic acts, the hurtful words I've said to some people. These wall I've built have been up too long, it's time to loosen up. It is time to think of what I finally want in life.

I know I don't really update this blog with my outing that much anymore. I guess it's the laziness built inside. I'm sorry readers who actually took their time to come and visit to check if I updated. I will update more these days, I hope :/

Anyway, I think I drive and park better when I'm drunk.
shhhhh. Lastnight, I drove the brother's car out to get something after a few heineken and woahhh, I parked so chun kay and there was police somewhere near my place, thank God they didn't see me :D I know it's bad to drive without a license but, it was urgent. Once a while is alright I guess :]

oh, and something. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT, damn it -.-
twenty kilos. you think crash diet will work?

will update tomorrow if possible :]

Sunday, June 15, 2008

RED is so bloody HOT

Celebrated Woan Shing's birthday yesterday :]
I know I didn't message you any birthday wishes at all.
Like I said, I want to be the LAST since I can't be the FIRST
but it was actually a reason of my forgetfulness.
wtf, sorry hun.
i love you :D

here are the picture :]


with Sok Wah

my Pan Fried Fish Fillet. [took approximately 38 minutes 27 sec to finish it]

the moment

cuppies we bought for her :D

the cake she brought along. yums

the Five. wheres Tiff ? :(

berpose-pose with the Rest Room :|

candid :X

you gotta love us :]

our RED moment xD

Red is HOT.

I'm hotter xD no? [ok, perasan much...]

you know you WANT/LOVE me.

kisses to all

Ahhh, I finally updated something
HAPPY or not?
you can finally see pictures again.
tsk tsk.

anyway, results came out.
did very badly but at least I passed BM :]
and my Moral paper was the most unexpected.
Maths objective was shocking -___-
Add Maths was predictable.
History was uhmm-not-too-bad
English was bitchifying with Mrs Fork -___-
Science was just lapsap/sampah/rubbish.
the rest ? still in the process of marking.

booo, I am not greedy.
I just hope to pass my Add Maths and BM in trials.
the rest? Ace & Credits will be good enough :]
no G, E or D anymore, please.

*prays very very hard*

will update more, I guess.
Goodnight sweeties :)

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

tagged by Nicole CHEAH

8 things I'm passionate about:
the colour RED, oh yesss.
designing -__-
photography ;]
dancing.... uhh, you know I now lah xD
- my RED handphone :)
- music
CAMERAS [lomo,digital,dslr&poloroid]
my Munchkins :] xo

8 things I say or do too often:
' WTF ? '
' screw you '
' ishk '
giving contrast names to seifeiloh :D
EURO-ing -___-
Facebook-ing every minute!
drink too much water [etc, 11bottles on monday :D]

8 things i've read recently:
The Star newspaper
New Strait Times newsapaper
There Is No Place Like Here by Cecelia Ahern
Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
I Hear Voices: A Memoir of Love, Death and the Radio by Jean Feraca
Vanishing Acts by Jodi Picoult
PS I Love You by Cecelia Ahern

8 songs i could listen over and over again:
Crushed by Rosette
Haunted by Rihanna
Take A Bow by Rihanna
Traffic by Tiesto
Angel by Leona Lewis
The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls
Over You by Daughtry
Benny Benassi by Satisfiction

8 things I learned last year:
PMR is nothing compared to SPM level
I score better in Mathematics subjective than objective -.-
Love is the funniest game on Earth :D
Study hard, kiss harder, fuck party hardest.
I am a very very unfriendly girl and very mean too. *sighs*
recycling is good. lmfaol
I am no longer innocent :(

8 people to tag :
- and
- and
- just

omg, will update more tonight.
Stay tune baybeh.

Monday, June 9, 2008

tagged by Rachel

I just realised I was tagged by Zi Xin like a week ago, I think?

my bad :D

Tag 8 people in your links list at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What do you want the most now?
Finish SPM as soon as possible

2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
lmfaol. Good question, I want to be some designer or uhmm... a psychiatrist?

3. What would you do if you've lose everything in one shot?
Eat unagi, it cheers me up.

4. What are you afraid to lose now?
OMG, the bond between me and everybody.

5. Do you believe in being in love forever?
Forever is a lie, love is cute. Both of them just don't go well together, for me that is.

6. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
I'd hint, but no confession.

7. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
Uhm, alcohol, my sweet escape or, eat UNAGI (as stated above :P)

8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ishk, this again, I will write a list soon, check back later lol

9. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Two faced backstabbing I-love-sleeping-with-your-boyf hoe. Good enough ey?

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?

11. Do you believe in God?
yes *mutters*

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
all the orang kesayanganku, specific enough?

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Apparently, no? but they're a not-so-bad-accessory :D

14. What do you want your friends to be like?
I want them to be them and leave it that way :)

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
of course, THE BEST lah.

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
my always procrastinating attitude -__-

17. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
Anybody I feel like telling :D

18. Would you die in order to save the ones you love?
selfishly no but but but I am NOT selfish. xD

19. Would you kill in order to save the ones you love?
Depends, will you?

20. If you have a chance to change the past, what would you change?
nothing, I love the way everything is now.... I suppose.

I tag :
those that came across my blog and read this post.
*smirks* *grins* *laughs*


Sunday, June 8, 2008

school, tomorrow, shit -___-


school is reopening tomorrow

gonna drag my lazy ass to school





collect the damn results.

yay rolleyes

like lah as if I'm going to ace everything

wtfbbqccbmofo :(


end of holidays

big apple donuts

I've been feeding myself that for the past few days.
I heard they opened a branch or something like that in Sunway Carnival's Jusco.
wtf ?
of all places, why there? -.-
geram nia.
and, Facebook is so addictive lah.
lastnight, regina, tiffany, fusheng & me played chor dai dee till 3AM unknowingly.
I think we played more than 15 matches -.-
I kept losing like crap.

2.15AM's game

It's so scary how time passes so fast when you're FBing lah
Like now, it is the end of holidays already
wtf -.-
I am so used to sleeping at 5AM and now tomorrow I gotta wake up at 7AM
goneded lah.

anyway, just uploaded pictures of the mother's cupcakes.

Chocolate cupcake with strawberry toppings. delicious ;)

Japan's cigarette, very different from Malaysia's

I don't smoke, like seriously.
Smoking is like suicide.
*rolls eye to somebody*

oh, btw somebody bought me mcflurry just now
so sweet can
he bought it and asked the deliveryman to send it to my house.
grrr, came at the right time when I was craving for sweet stuff.
Great minds think alike, I suppose :P

thanks muffinpiee (;

Friday, June 6, 2008


random pictures.
feeling so grumpy just now.
I'm so sorry I haven't been updating for quite some time.
been feeling so lazy & empty lately.


I'm too hooked up with Facebook too.
people, if you know me then add me up.

the e-mail is