Today is 3rd again
How fast time really flies hmm?
We could have been 18 months already.
If only you know how much I still care...
Oh well, again like Nelly said, all good things come to an end, eventually.

One & a half year ago, they were walking hand in hand.
telling each other i love yous, i miss yous, i need yous, etc etc.
promises of forever were made,
a year later,
promises were broken,
words no longer meant anything,
how far did they go for this?
She walked away to ease her misery,
He stood there staring at her shadow slowly disappearing,
far away, she went,
leading her pretentious life,
reminiscing all their memories,
this love he took at his pleasures & desires,
turn them into scars & seizures.
Nothing matters to her, anymore.
She was made numb by him.
Taking in pains like breathing oxygen,
She needs him.
she loved him, she still do.


If only.. he knew.
He brought the biggest smile to her face by a simple greeting :)




I've slit my wrist for you,
I've shed my tears for you,
I've let myself down for you,
I've put my pride down for you,
I've done everything to secure you,


but you're still you & I'll always still be me.




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FACTS ABOUT ME


I like polka dots
I like stripes
I like metallic colours
I like bright colours
I like T-shirts with kinky words
I like miny skirts
I like stilleto high heels
I like bikinis
I like sexy things
I am brandconscious
I am selfish
I am fuggin' materialistic
I am greedy
I like collecting designer bags & purse
I am mean, very very mean
I am sweet, too :)
I want to be curvy
I give up very very very easily
I am a sucker for guys who play violin/guitar/piano/drum
I like guys(men) with wide general knowledge.
I get jealous when somebody gets more attention than me
I work well with numbers
I love Additional Mathematic but I still suck in it
I cry when I'm stressed
I doddle alot in school
I buy things I never really need
I like jiwang songs
I appear offline way too much in MSN
I don't like people who type L1k3 +h!5


and lots more..