what is on my mind?

I’m fucking tired. I’m tired of caring for people who don’t give a shit about me. I’m tired of waiting for a text that’s never going to come. I’m tired of thinking things will be different, yet they never change. I’m tired of giving out chances only to be let down. I’m tired of putting forth 100% of an effort and only getting 25% in return. I’m tired of broken promises. I’m tired of let downs by people who matter most to me. I’m tired of making someone a priority, when in reality I’m just a number to them. I’m tired of shitty friend who are never there for me. I’m tired of self centered assholes, who only manipulate a situation from their own perspective, never even thinking about what someone is going through. I’m so tired of the same old bullshit over and over again.