another death.

Lydia Sum, famously known as Fei Jie passed away this morning.
She is one of the icon I actually look up to.





So many deaths in just the beginning of the year.
Is it me or is it 2008 ?
This year was supposed to be awesome.
But people are slowly leaving, one by one.

I somehow miss ituorang ey?

look at the bright side of life :]

Scorpio ;
Things are going well, so why rush on past the good times to get to the finish line?

Valentines this year wasn't that bad this year
Watched Meet The Spartans after school, received something cute.
Came back after dinner & prayed at night with the parents.

Skipped school on Friday but went tuitions as usual. Heard somebody cried in school and made a scene out of it. Har har har *thumbs up to her* There goes all the friendships of yours, going down the drain, ey? *smiles* SUE ME if you can ;)

Roamed around just now & watched Meet The Spartans, again, with Zi Xin & Celia because Jumper was sold out. Then Zi Xin & me took a cab back to E-Gate, took our dinner in Sushi King & Starbucks. Fattening much ? but was worth it after all the rushing & running. My heels almost killed me today -____- spent a total of RM20 on cab today.
Pffft, spending money like drinking water again :(


Who wants to fetch me out tomorrow?
I want to watch Jumper. Boooo :(

Of Chinese New Year :]

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
to everybody :]
may you have a merry time collecting/giving angpows
I know I had a great time collecting them ;)


As usual, first day in Penang & second day in Perlis.


First day of CNY
Went visiting the usual places then came back & rest. The father's friends came and more relatives came, collected more angpows. Zi Xin & Tiff came, had their lunch and we went up to vain (lol!) then Regina came, we vained again & played cards. Had some heart-2-heart-talk XD some funny things happened then we went dinner then, they went back. Gambled with my cousins, won abit then cousins went back.


Second day of CNY
Went back to Perlis, reached there earlier than usual, not everybody was there yet. Then slowly, the more relatives came & watched shows, ate & collected angpows. Gambled again, this time my dad sponsored money xP I'm telling you, the father is freaking hardcore man, he kept increasing the bets -___- I almost died on the spot. Then he went back, and I played a while then went back to rest. After a while, went gambling again feeling all lucky, won back some money I lost then went back to Grams house for dinner, they had laksa & BBQ party behind the house. I bbqed, alright? Like so freaking long only finished a chicken -____- then started irritating my cousins, talked to them about stuff then I went back in to rest. The brother & cousin went to light up the firework, lasted for 2 minutes, there goes RM220. It's cantik alright. Then later at night, the boys went gambling and I was the only girl left, so I went to sleep.
Yiipppeeeee :]


Third day of CNY
Came back on the afternoon then went to Queens with Reg & MingYeng, watched KungFu Dunk =) wahsehhhh JayChow so yeng lol and and.. that Xiao Lan fella, so gaya gila & their slam dunk is like over exaggerated but it's not that bad.


Today, 10th February.
Went to the father's friend's company's OpenHouse. Nasi kandar, again. Met LaLa there after sooooooooooooo long. Watched them gambled, the father let the brother played and he won quite a sum. From what I know, the banker lost 20 thousand plus, Ringgit Malaysia ;)


heh



I'm so freaking free tomorrow, I don't want to rot at home.
Who wants me to visit their house ?
I'm very very freeeee :D
just call me, alright?

Choc fudge! :]

I baked fudge for him :)
Not just for him but to all my friends too.

But it's still specially made for ;]


har har, one year for being apart.
should be happy, no? *shrugs*





There is the Chocolate Fudge made by ME.
Not bad for my first time baking, I suppose.

" You could offer me the sun, the moon
And I would still believe
You gave me everything
When you gave your heart to me. "

[Jim Brickman & Michelle Wright - Your Love]

a year have passed

Images of you were everywhere when I closed my eyes
It was as if everything of you are haunting me once again
It doesn't hurt that much, anymore.
It's getting numb with everything that is going on.
I wanted to keep all the best for you
& I practically forgotten everything I want.
Simple as it may be.
It's not accepting decision I never intend to make

Today is the day.

One freaking year.

birthday celebration :)

31st Jan

after coming back from school, got home & showered & got ready, called Regina & we went to the birthday girl's house, Sok Wah, Jenny & Zingwei were there. After a while, we went to Gurney then we split up, me & Regina went to meet Rachel & Chia Sin in Body Shop and bought Zi Xin her birthday present, then we went shopping for everything possible. HAR HAR HAR

and we met MISS KOAY, yes my school Chemistry teacher. Har har, she actually looked better in school than out of school ey, no?

then, after roaming around, Tiffany came & we went down to get something to eat/drink.

Met Cedric & cousin, TseHan on the way up to MegaQ to meet Zi Xin. Passed her her present then we played the game in there for a while then we went down to Seoul Garden, Venne, Tiff & Regina followed me to get the cupcake from Joo Sing. Met my brother with his ahems. Then we went down to Seoul Garden & asked the worker to keep those cupcakes for us :)

Then instead of eating, we started vaining like nobody's business in Seoul Garden.
HAR HAR HAR. Let me present you with some pictures :D






then there is the couple of the day caught in act.



and time for the 17 years old aunty to blow her candles. HAR HAR HAR

heh. Her parents brought another 1.5kg cake too, and we ended up eating in school the next day & the cupcakes taste delicious :] yummy, I prefer choc chips over choc now :X
walala.


With this, I end the entry with all the group pictures we took at the end of the day.

UPDATING SOON..

will update on

Rachel's birthday celebration ... soon :)

I can't wait to get my driving license weihh
I've been going out every day,
and it's like so inconvenient to keep bugging people to fetch me back.
At night, especially.
I feel very bad
but I still have to wait for another 11 months
there goes another a year older for me by then.

coffee, tomorrow, anyone?
Group study, Sunday, anyone?
*smirks*

birthday shoutout

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

RACHEL OOI ZI XIN


:]


Awww, go get your driving license soon & we can earn our profits by you know what
ahems xD

only reminds me of you...

I tried to run from your side, but each place I hide,
it only reminds me of you.
When I turn out all the lights, even the night,
it only reminds me of you.


Only you...

Only Reminds Me Of You - MYMP

it's 11.11
where's the dreams come true ?
what happened to the work harder, you'll get it ?

whatever happened to forever ; eternal & everlasting ?

gone, with you.

It Goes On

two deaths and it's just the beginning of the year.

First, it was Heath Ledger.



then Lee Nian Ning

That girl that passed away on the way back to Penang in a bus crash. I was in her funeral a while ago, it was so tragic, seeing her parents having to send her off at such a young age. A number of people were there, mostly from MGS, seeing everybody in such mixed emotion, it's just so sad to lose somebody dearly, no?

Such tragic things can just happen anytime, at any minute of our life.
In just a split second, we might be gone, or lost somebody dearly to us.


Life is just so unfair
yes, it is.


& short.
very, indeed.



talk about karma, why are those committing sins not being punished while those who is innocent have to sacrifice for those big fat sinners. Why is everything so complicated when you're growing up ? Why must life be so sad, why can't it be happy ?

not that I don't understand why -___-
just let me rant about it.



blarghh!