F R I E N D S

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time



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I guess everything is good now.
Back to basics, people.
Less arguments at home & in school.
No more friends fighting like little kids.
No more bitch fights, except {that seifeiloh in my class}
No more urge to hang around malls anymore.


I think my family is having more family bonding sessions now, trying to spend more quality time with each other before everybody in the family goes separate ways (in a good way lah). And the circle of friends are getting closer, enjoying the school life more than usual, trying to make the best memories during the last year of school.


I guess as people grow, they become more matured and more responsible. They will also try to appreciate everything they have and realising what was bad to them will benefit them in the future. I may not be the best advisor but from what I experienced, I think as you grow older, you will realise everything does change, even yourself. To change for the better or worst, it's actually up to you.


I, myself think I changed a lot, in the way of thinking, speaking, my feelings and the most obvious, my size -____- (shut up, I know I grew fatter lah).


Sometimes, I do wish that I could be that little girl back in kindergarten again, spending all day playing sea-saw and crying over a lollipop. But I am glad I am not that little girl anymore, or I wouldn't have met those significant people in my life :) those who will pull me out of the darkness, those who I can say random stuff to everyday, those who will lend a shoulder whenever I burst in tears, those who will sit all day listen to me ranting about stupid boys and that seifeiloh, lol.


At the end of everything, I just want to say I am thankful to my friends that you all accepted me for who I am and who I've become as time passes by and yes, it may be sad to be in the last year of school and friends may all go separate ways, but, why not make the best out of everything before it is all too late ?


Life is all about taking the risk,
making mistakes and learning from it,
and of course, having great friends to walk along with you.


I am so very glad I have mine :)



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let me take you through the reflection of time

2004 :




2005 :




2006 :




2007 :








2008 :

NiE outing

I cant explain this feeling, I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.



2nd month <3
It is 3 days since you left.
I miss everything of you.
come back fast, b.


:)


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Yesterday (since it is past 12AM) was great.
We had our first NiE meeting.
Alpha Qs reunited, except for the Wee Nee.
We had our photoshoot outing.
Took quite a lot of pictures.
Only a few qualified -___-


Pictures will be updated soon
I think
We are going for another photoshoot again later.
Everything is done except for the three posters.
grRrRrrRr...
Every year I have to rush the NiE project & EB's gfx.


Damn, I feel so lazy right now.





Alpha Qs


will update soon.
I hope.
heh :)

I miss my sayang, my muffin, my munchkins.
♥♥♥

show me love, baby.

I watched Gossip Girl season finale the day it came out.
HAR HAR HAR

I thought it was going to end with all the happy ending
thank God I got it all wrong.
How much happier can I get ;)
It is almost confirmed with the finale that there is going to be a Season 2.

I so ♥ CHAIR
♥ ♥ ♥ {Chuck & Blair} ♥ ♥ ♥












Temptation & Seduction.



such irresistable pairing :)
same goes to


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♥ BRUCAS ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ {Brooke & Lucas} ♥ ♥ ♥













me loves
*jumps*

off to do Photoshop again.
God, I'm turning to a freak soon :(
I need inspiration for the graphics
inspire me, faster *yawns*

saddening, mourning.

my deepest condolences to the victims of China's quake.


China's quake death toll tops

40,000

and still increasing.


This is so frustrating, the images of children and teenagers being buried under the rubble, WTF is wrong with this world ? More and more natural disasters are happening and taking away more lives than ever. Especially those that is innocent. This quake have injured hundred thousands of people and destroyed the homes of millions.


First it was the Myammar's cyclone, then come the China's earthquake.


People, do what you can to help the victims of the cyclone and quake.


Please.
Help the poor.
Do what you can to contribute to the victims.
Especially to those children who lost their parents from the quake.
Help them in any possible ways.
even the slightest contribution might mean a lot.
Do your part & help to save those victims.

God, I feel so helpless.
other than donating money and praying for them.
There's nothing much I can do right now
*sighs*

I was blog hopping and I saw almost everybody's blog had a Mother's Day post.
I think I'm an unfilial daughter -___-
I did not post anything for her.
I did not celebrated with her.
I indirectly wished her.


Okay, I think I am a very terrible daughter :(
I don't know how to say this but, my family is sort of weird.
Weird in the sense, we never wish each other anything in any occasions.
For example, birthdays, we'd give presents but never wished.
Yes, weird, I know -_-
but still, I love the Mother :)
won't say much here.

JPN is dumb.
Whenever they set any paper, there are leakage everywhere.
If SPM is like that, everyone is going to get flying colours -___-
foolish ?

I have so much I want to say.
I feel so sleepy -_-
Will update more after exams.
YES BAYBEH.
3 papers left.

the exams part 1

it's exactly 1 am right now
GREAT.
I just closed my Economics books.
boo.
Thank God there is only one paper tomorrow.


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* yawns *


I need to get some rest before I blackout tomorrow (touchwood)

Oh, Gossip Girl episode 17 is dreadful.
I can't wait for it.
nyeh nyeh.

iProcrastinate

This girl believed in you,
This girl thought everything was going to be fine,
You, played a trick on her,
You, left her on her downfall,
As broken as she was,
She held her head up high,
This girl remembered words you said,
She promised & obeyed,
Their memories silently vanish.
"I miss you, B " she typed on her keypad.
The sender appeared to be you.
Her tears dropped.
You are still that every reason.


She loved you.

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Just felt like typing it out
And no, I'm not that girl.
Just something, I think some teenage girls can relate to, no?


I just realised lately, blogging seems to be the IN thing to do right now.
Why ?
Almost everybody is getting a blog.
And the list of names are getting longer & longer.
However, I'm just happy more people is into blogging.


oh, did anybody watch Malaysian Dreamgirls ?
WTF ? Cindy Tey won?
Unexpected ey?
The blackhorse of the whole competition.
gRrrRrr, I was rooting for Hanis baybehh..



I FEEL SO RANDOM -___-



kns. 5 days to midterm.
but look at the bright side, 17 days to post-midterm-joy.
I know, damn lame lah.
Bare with me alright ?


I'm just so lazy to edit pictures right now.
Even the EdBoard graphics are not done.
oh-my-effing-effing-effing-effing-bitch.
tooot-to-the-effing-Bitch.


I am going cuckoo, nutty, cranky, bitchy.
PLEASE JUST KILL ME.
i procrastinate too much



ANYWAY, EDBOARD GRAPHICS & LAYOUT MEMBER
Please pass up your graphics & layout to me fast.
DON'T PROCRASTINATE.
I GO DO NOW.
SO TAKE ME AS AN EXAMPLE !

* waves *
* clicks Photoshop *
* get inspirations... *